To McC- oh McC I do love you. I really don't know what I would have done this year if you weren't in my life. I couldn't imagine what my life would be like if I didn't have you to text/ call at anytime of the day t complain about anything to! Rainbows/guides/roadtrips would be so boring if I didn't have you. You were so supportive of me you even came with me to my Dr appointment when I was so scared they were going to dismiss everything I was feeling in case I needed back up. Anytime I want to go somewhere stupid for food, you are always on board (not at all because you love food)!!! I remember your reaction to me getting Holly. You were genuinely happy for me, not the 'oh ill pretend to be happy' some people did. In fact you had a bigger reaction than me!! I just love ya! xxxxxxxxxxxx
To J- Again I don't know what I would have done this year if I hadn't had you there. No matter what I want to complain about, you are there. You always tell me what I need to hear, not what I want to hear no matter what. You inspire me. You have come through illness, yes it wasn't the same but still. You have been in that place where you don't think you're never getting better and have come through the other side. You're just brilliant! xx
To JP- I hate that you are going through the same thing as me. I wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy, never mind you. You have always been like a big brother to me! You always look after me, even when I insist I am fine and don't need looked after. You always see past the 'I'm fine I'm just tired' lies. You're even subtle about it because you know I don't want others to know! Love ya big bro!! xx
To CB- I know you have been through something similar to me in the past. You really do inspire me with all that you have been through, and are going through. Most people would have given up years ago but you haven't. You have stayed strong, even if you haven't been. I can trust you with anything and know you won't tell a soul. You are the person I go to if I cant tell my mum something. You're my second mummy and I really thank you for being there for me! Love you. xxxx
To A- I may not know you in person but you have really supported me with starting my blogs and getting through the past few months with everything that has been going on. Especially with being put on stronger meds when i was really struggling with feeling like a failure and with all the family issues I've had. I always know that if I need anything, all I have to do is send you a message! Thank you for everything!
To Sun- I know we have both had rough times the past few months. I always look for your name on my newsfeed. You are always there with words of encouragement if I need them. Even if I'm not messaging you, you seem to but up encouraging posts at the exact times I need them. I know that if I need to talk to someone, you are there x
To K- You are amazing. Every time I am having a rough time, you are always there to raise my spirits and try to help me. It amazes me how someone who doesn't really know me can help me so much but you can because you are just amazing. Thank you x
To L- You are always there to help me when I am struggling and check up on me to see if I am ok. I am amazed by you're incredible kindness, and though I hope you never need it, I will reciprocate the help you've given me! Thank you x
To R- You always give me brilliant advice. You listen to me harp on and on about my family even though you probably had better things to do. You gave me good insight into my new medication because I had absolutely no clue about it and you were on it! You also motivated me to start this blog, so for that alone THANK YOU. But also thank you for everything else. Hope things get easier for you x