This was Christmas week. I did struggle a little bit, had a big dip on Christmas Eve and again on Christmas Day. It is the thoughts I have during these dips that get me. I really struggle dealing with them :/
I did get spoilt for Christmas from my parents but! I got a Pandora bracelet and Beats earphones! Both from my dad. He does nothing the rest of the year so he goes overboard at Christmas!
Had another dip yesterday. It was awful. I have felt myself distancing myself from people and putting walls up again. This happens regularly when I start to feel better. I have noticed that these episodes are becoming fewer and further between. They just knock the wind out of me every time they happen.