As I mentioned in my post yesterday, I am looking after my injured mum at the minute.
Today, 4 days into the 6 weeks she'll have her cast on, I nearly hit breaking point. Last night, every time I tried to sit down to rest, my dog decided to bark out the window because he's scared of the noises of fireworks. I had to get him out of the window each and every time because my mum can't because she only has one good arm and my dad was making dinner. It was still getting frustrating.
I tried to make my dad clean up the bath after he used it so mum could have one and get her hair washed. Mum told me not to bother because 'sure you're here and you can do it fine'. Just feel like in expected to do everything and dads expected to do nothing!!
I snapped at her in the middle of writing this… she was asking me to do her hair, which I told her I was happy to do. Her way of asking but annoyed me. Asking me to 'do it better than last time' isn't the best way of going about it. I was already thinking that no matter what I do its never good enough or that I can't do anything right because she said that last time I made her look like a tramp and could not do it right.
Ugh just need to vent