For ages I thought we were close and I could tell you anything, now I have been proved wrong and I will definitely be putting an extra wall up from now on...
To 'Him'- I told you a lot of personal stuff about me. Mostly it was to get you to back off. You claimed you were helping me but every time I even said hi to you, you tried to ask me out, which panicked me. Not because you asked me out but because I then got the thoughts of 'why can't I just say yes? why can't I be normal?' Can't you see that every time you asked you pushed me further and further down the "bad" road? That's why I stopped talking to you. Not because I was a b*tch which is what you're now spreading. I know you have been trying to turn people against me, to destroy my reputation but you know what? I know the truth and some day they will all realise what a piece of work you really are. Until then, I'll wait for karma
To 'you'- I barely spoke to you when I saw you everyday- what makes you think you can have ANY say in how I live my life? You have received one half of the story from a jealous, petty boy who is out to destroy me. That does not make his story the truth. When have I ever tried to make myself out to be perfect? Never! You just don't know me. From now on keep your nose out of my business.
To 'twin'- I really loved you. You were my best friend. I know we had a rocky friendship but I didn't mind. It was only when I passed my driving test and got some independence that I noticed there was something wrong. I should be allowed to hang out with whoever I want, whenever I want. That is nothing to do with you! The fact you fell out with me because I started hanging out without someone else more is just wrong... I then saw your true colours. They were vile quite frankly. Telling my boyfriend at the time that I was not really ill and I was just lying to avoid him, how low could you go? Then believing his side of the story without even asking me for my version. The fact he dumped me because I WAS ILL and he couldn't cope?? How am I a b*tch because of that?? Then when I finally open up to you, you tell me everyone has problems and I can't just use it as an excuse... HELLO it was clearly a cry for help! Why else would I tell someone I haven't spoken to in months that I self-harm and regularly still have battles with food? What makes it worse is that you have been there. I thought you understood. But no, you're always just thinking about yourself
To all of the above- I am done. I have had a hard time, and still am having a hard time. I have WAAAY too much going on in my life right now to bother with your pathetic childish stuff. Just feck off and leave me alone. I'm not going to deal with youse any more. I am going to hold my head high and ignore all the rubbish you throw my way. See youse all later in life when this has all come back to bite youse on the bum :)
To 'Him'- I told you a lot of personal stuff about me. Mostly it was to get you to back off. You claimed you were helping me but every time I even said hi to you, you tried to ask me out, which panicked me. Not because you asked me out but because I then got the thoughts of 'why can't I just say yes? why can't I be normal?' Can't you see that every time you asked you pushed me further and further down the "bad" road? That's why I stopped talking to you. Not because I was a b*tch which is what you're now spreading. I know you have been trying to turn people against me, to destroy my reputation but you know what? I know the truth and some day they will all realise what a piece of work you really are. Until then, I'll wait for karma
To 'you'- I barely spoke to you when I saw you everyday- what makes you think you can have ANY say in how I live my life? You have received one half of the story from a jealous, petty boy who is out to destroy me. That does not make his story the truth. When have I ever tried to make myself out to be perfect? Never! You just don't know me. From now on keep your nose out of my business.
To 'twin'- I really loved you. You were my best friend. I know we had a rocky friendship but I didn't mind. It was only when I passed my driving test and got some independence that I noticed there was something wrong. I should be allowed to hang out with whoever I want, whenever I want. That is nothing to do with you! The fact you fell out with me because I started hanging out without someone else more is just wrong... I then saw your true colours. They were vile quite frankly. Telling my boyfriend at the time that I was not really ill and I was just lying to avoid him, how low could you go? Then believing his side of the story without even asking me for my version. The fact he dumped me because I WAS ILL and he couldn't cope?? How am I a b*tch because of that?? Then when I finally open up to you, you tell me everyone has problems and I can't just use it as an excuse... HELLO it was clearly a cry for help! Why else would I tell someone I haven't spoken to in months that I self-harm and regularly still have battles with food? What makes it worse is that you have been there. I thought you understood. But no, you're always just thinking about yourself
To all of the above- I am done. I have had a hard time, and still am having a hard time. I have WAAAY too much going on in my life right now to bother with your pathetic childish stuff. Just feck off and leave me alone. I'm not going to deal with youse any more. I am going to hold my head high and ignore all the rubbish you throw my way. See youse all later in life when this has all come back to bite youse on the bum :)